And here we go again...

You know, normally I bitch and rant and complain when someone pisses me off, but this time I decided that a rant will just not do... This time is different. This time I am not mad, just simply hurt... I have lost people in my life before, but frankly I never get use to it... Especially when you THINK you know a person, and they turn on you. I have had too many people in the past just drop me because I was not what THEY wanted me to be or because I was different from the “norm”.

This gets really, REALLY tiresome after awhile... Eventually you start to believe that maybe they are right. Maybe there IS something wrong with you. But I have to stop and ask these people, what in your SKEWED mind makes someone normal? Just because I don’t fit the cookie cutter mold of “the acceptable woman of today” DOESN’T mean there is ANYTHING wrong with ME!!! I know who I am, I know what I believe and hold dear, and frankly, I love who I have become. I may not be “perfect” to you, but guess what, I would rather be imperfect. At least then I know I am human, that I can feel pain and love and hope and happiness... What are you left with? An empty shell of perfection, devoid of anything real? Perfection is overrated if you ask me. I would rather surround myself with MILLIONS of imperfect people then be around just one person like you...