I'mmmmmm Baaacccckkkk!!!!!

Wow, almost a year is way to long to go without having posted something on here. It's not that I have not had anything to rant about, BELIEVE ME, there have been plenty of times I wanted to just go off about something that made me so angry I wanted to stab a kitten. Just different factors have not allowed me too... Time for one. When you run around chasing two half-crazed pygmies (or 3 year old’s, same difference right?), you tend to have barely enough time to breathe, let alone write. Then there is the bigger issue. My biggest issue is I have tried my best to “be nice” and not let things get to me. Not because of stress or anything, just because I did not want to go to prison for snapping one day and chopping someone into mince meat. But now that I have made some changes in my life (most notably I have quit smoking o.O) I think its high time I found an outlet to purge all of my psychotic rage on... Cause I gotta tell you, giving up smoking is making me feel like Ed Gein getting ready to make his winter wardrobe here. And as interesting as it may be, some how skinning people alive just doesn't seem like a viable option at the present moment .... Must find a SANE (and non lethal) outlet. Hence I will now make a firm (and hopefully not futile) effort to blog as much as possible... Hey, you never know I might actually be NICE on occasion.... Yeah, don't worry, I didn't believe me either ;)

Grr....

So something is going all crazy with blogger cause it is not letting me change my number for mobile blogging... Grrr...

I really need to start blogging more o.O I could use a good rant about the state of the idiocy that surrounds me on a daily basis...

And here we go again...

You know, normally I bitch and rant and complain when someone pisses me off, but this time I decided that a rant will just not do... This time is different. This time I am not mad, just simply hurt... I have lost people in my life before, but frankly I never get use to it... Especially when you THINK you know a person, and they turn on you. I have had too many people in the past just drop me because I was not what THEY wanted me to be or because I was different from the “norm”.

This gets really, REALLY tiresome after awhile... Eventually you start to believe that maybe they are right. Maybe there IS something wrong with you. But I have to stop and ask these people, what in your SKEWED mind makes someone normal? Just because I don’t fit the cookie cutter mold of “the acceptable woman of today” DOESN’T mean there is ANYTHING wrong with ME!!! I know who I am, I know what I believe and hold dear, and frankly, I love who I have become. I may not be “perfect” to you, but guess what, I would rather be imperfect. At least then I know I am human, that I can feel pain and love and hope and happiness... What are you left with? An empty shell of perfection, devoid of anything real? Perfection is overrated if you ask me. I would rather surround myself with MILLIONS of imperfect people then be around just one person like you...

Stupid bitches make me homicidal...

You know what I REALLY hate? Stupid, self-centered bitches who think they are all that and a freaking bag of fritos... You know the ones, the whores who will screw anything with a pulse because it makes them feel "empowered" as a woman or the ones who think they are SO much better and prettier then everyone else when in all actuality Janet Reno has more sex appeal then they do.

You can think you are the Mona Lisa all you want but do you wanna know what I think? I think you are sad excuse for a human being and I will personally laugh my ass off when everyone sees you as the disease ridden sperm dumpster that you really are... I would rather have used hypodermic needles jammed under my fingernails then to ever have to deal with your sorry ass again... You have the mental capacity of a dead hamster, the personality of a brick wall, and frankly, you look like Rocky Balboa after going 15 rounds with Apollo Creed...

You can think you are better then me, and hell, everyone else for that matter, but you're not. You bring shame to all REAL woman out there and I would personally love to see you dropped off the side of a boat into crocodile infested waters but I don't think the crocodiles did anything to have to endure that kind of punishment...

Please, do me and the rest of the world a favor, and go fucking die already...

Why life needs a spellcheck button X-D

Apparently I was the only one who noticed this ^-^

Why must people be stupid???

Sometimes I really don't understand some of the moronic people who take us space on our increasingly overcrowded planet. People who steal, cheat, stab you in the back, you know, general F*&%TARDS... I recently came into contact with one such abomination to our entire race.

This was a person I genuinely trusted, who I held in high regard as a fellow comrade in the fight against the idiocracy that this world offers. However, I was SORELY mistaken. This person was nothing more then a Benedict Arnold in sheep's clothing. This person KNOWS I trusted them and they took that trust and beat me with it like I was Tiger Woods.

This person made me realize that I gave too many people the benefit of the doubt. I took everyone at face value, because with me, what you see is what you get. No substitutes, or artificial sweeteners. I will not dumb myself or my beliefs down to sugarcoat who I am to the world. And I will no longer be the trusting type. If you want me to trust you, prove to me that you deserve it. Don't go around your daily lives screwing over more people then Jay Leno has.

And to the person who decided to shatter my belief in the good of all mankind:

I have purposely neglected to say EXACTLY what was done, just simply for the fact that I am a better person then you are. And while I will not say what you did to me, I will say this, F&*% with me... PLEASE! You will not see the outside of a jail cell for a minimum of 6 months. And know this, you may think you got off easy this time, but you better PRAY to whatever deity you worship that the next person you do this to is as big a person as me. Otherwise you will not only be laying in a pool of your own folly, but your own blood as well.